Whoooops.

I totally bombed an audition tonight. I had never practiced the song with just the chords and that's how the pianist ( who was totally sweet!!!) played it, and I kinda sucked. lol. Guess I won't be getting a birthday call back! Bummer! More time with my family though, and to get the house in order for when Peter moves in if I wait until this summer to do a show, I just feel like I'm drowning because I haven't been on stage since last summer, and I just really miss being in a show. Ran into a friend from high school tonight, she performs as Princess Leia at different cons and what not, and she's super sweet. She ended up giving me her Princess Leia Trading Card. I gave it to Drew when I got home, and he thought it was the coolest thing ever. ;) People are so cool.

I am so in love. :)

I've been reeeally sick the past few days, lots of nasty tummy things I won't describe but it was not fun and I'm feeling a bit better today, my stomach still hurts but much better overall.

My man called me on the way home from band practice, and I was kinda whining. lol. I get a little bratty when I don't feel good, and he asked me if a hug would help, and I realized he was parked outside.

I booked it down the stairs and got a wonderful hug. Don't want to get him sick so no kissing or any of that fun stuff, but the hug was amazing. I felt completely revived afterwards, and I can't stop smiling.

Pre-exercise rambling.

So, while out thrifting with my soon to be Mother-In-Law, I discreetly purchased a dvd of "Carmen Electra's Aerobic Striptease". Hahahahaha.

I've now decided to try it. hehe. We will see what happens.

I am one of those extremely clumsy people.

I hope I don't break anything.

haha. ;) We'll see what happens!

Can't believe I'm abandoning the Golden Globes for working out. Who is this new me?

Oh, had an awesome double birthday part day today. My sons amazing girlfriend just turned 7 and they held hands for half the party and sat next to each other, and they're just so adorable. Love her Mom, and she is just the sweetest little girl. I totally added her Mom as a friend on facebook. Think potential to become good friends is there, which is awesome!

Just happy overall. Except for the weight I gained. Not happy about that one bit. Kinda cranky with me. Gonna fix it! Off I go to do that. lol

I had an audition tonight. It was so much fun to act again, even just for a little while. Luckily I get a second chance tomorrow! ;) Got called back, so here's hoping. I miss being on stage so much, this would be wonderful! Sure would put a jump on my new years resolution. lol. ;)

I have had a few really awesome wins lately! I love entering contests. I enter so many, and recently have been pretty lucky. It's really fun. :)

Hoping you all are having a wonderful 2011!

THIS SUCKS, And the no good very bad day. lol

I'm in such a bad mood.

Like everything is just irritating me. It's okay, I'll be fine. I get the weekend with my man, but I'm just depressed about a lot of stupid things.

I need my license. Like. Now. It has to happen. I'm going to be driving with my man all day today, I just have too. My whole world will open up once I can drive and I won't have this constant feeling of imprisonment. I feel like Fiona in Shrek, just my castle is a small town.

I miss New York, I miss New York, I miss New York, I miss New York.

I think this is mostly pms. I hope so, because I am just in a crabby, crabby mood.

I miss entering contests. I miss reading blogs. I've just been crazy busy. Can't wait until Christmas is over. I hate that I dread Christmas now. Being poor sucks.

This is Halloween! .. Well, yesterday was. :)

Had a wonderful Halloween!

My kiddo had a party on Saturday, then my fiance and I went to two parties Saturday night (Even if we sacked out early at the second one. ;) I guess we're getting old. haha)

Then Sunday we picked up my son and brought him over to his Grandma's house! It's great to be able to say that. :) My fiance's Mom has been so incredible and so welcoming, and considers my son her grandson which is wonderful because my son has a deep lack of Grandmas. My Mom died a few months after he was born, his bio Dad's Mom is a nasty horrible woman that even his bio dad has forbidden to be in his life, and my Grandma is turning 90 soon so this is just wonderful to have been so welcomed, and so loved and to have my son be too. I'm so blessed. I have the most wonderful family, and consider my soon to be in-laws family all ready. They're wonderful.

To anyone going through a hard time, keep chugging. Eventually everything falls into place and life is wonderful. I never, ever thought I would say that, but truly.. I am in tears at just how happy I am. Overflowing with love for so many.

Anyway, after we went to Grandma's house! (great to be able say that!) we went over to her church and they threw this amazing party for all of the kids, and then from there we went trick or treating, my kiddo, my fiancee and I, and then my God Daughter and her Dad came for a bit too. It was just awesome.

Hope you all had a wonderful Halloween too.