THIS SUCKS, And the no good very bad day. lol

I'm in such a bad mood.

Like everything is just irritating me. It's okay, I'll be fine. I get the weekend with my man, but I'm just depressed about a lot of stupid things.

I need my license. Like. Now. It has to happen. I'm going to be driving with my man all day today, I just have too. My whole world will open up once I can drive and I won't have this constant feeling of imprisonment. I feel like Fiona in Shrek, just my castle is a small town.

I miss New York, I miss New York, I miss New York, I miss New York.

I think this is mostly pms. I hope so, because I am just in a crabby, crabby mood.

I miss entering contests. I miss reading blogs. I've just been crazy busy. Can't wait until Christmas is over. I hate that I dread Christmas now. Being poor sucks.

This is Halloween! .. Well, yesterday was. :)

Had a wonderful Halloween!

My kiddo had a party on Saturday, then my fiance and I went to two parties Saturday night (Even if we sacked out early at the second one. ;) I guess we're getting old. haha)

Then Sunday we picked up my son and brought him over to his Grandma's house! It's great to be able to say that. :) My fiance's Mom has been so incredible and so welcoming, and considers my son her grandson which is wonderful because my son has a deep lack of Grandmas. My Mom died a few months after he was born, his bio Dad's Mom is a nasty horrible woman that even his bio dad has forbidden to be in his life, and my Grandma is turning 90 soon so this is just wonderful to have been so welcomed, and so loved and to have my son be too. I'm so blessed. I have the most wonderful family, and consider my soon to be in-laws family all ready. They're wonderful.

To anyone going through a hard time, keep chugging. Eventually everything falls into place and life is wonderful. I never, ever thought I would say that, but truly.. I am in tears at just how happy I am. Overflowing with love for so many.

Anyway, after we went to Grandma's house! (great to be able say that!) we went over to her church and they threw this amazing party for all of the kids, and then from there we went trick or treating, my kiddo, my fiancee and I, and then my God Daughter and her Dad came for a bit too. It was just awesome.

Hope you all had a wonderful Halloween too.

bill collectors

I just got off the phone with a collection agency/lawyer place. I had insurance for the time they're harassing me about I made that clear and they just keep trying to collect. My personal theory is they've all ready collected from the insurance and are now trying to collect from me too. I could not believe how horrible the people I spoke to there were. I'm going to contact the BBB and FCC. It is unacceptable to treat people like that.

EEE!!!

I am officially engaged!

=)

Never been so happy in my whole life.

Evil children from Satan's tit.

I really dislike a child in our neighborhood.

He's taken it upon himself to make my sons life a living hell.

He is 5 years older then my son, and is the mastermind behind trying to turn the rest of the kids in the neighborhood against my son, and attacking him constantly.

I spoke with his Mother this morning. Woke her up. We'll see if anything changes.

Otherwise I have a friend whose brother is a cop. Maybe I'll see if he'd be willing to come over and scare the heck out of this kid. I don't think I'll be happy until the kid is pissing his pants in terror.

My son has cried for hours and hours and hours by how evil this older kid is.

I've HAD IT. I am absolutely livid and something had better change.

Otherwise I may make immodium cookies especially for that brat. Or kaopectate kool-aid.

Good Golly!

I haven't posted here in aaaages. I'm a really bad blogger. Sorry guys. life has been craaaaaaaaazy!

My computer finally died it's true death.

My Dad was sooo awesome and bought me a new one for the next 5 birthdays and christmasses. ;) Which is perfect for me. It's so incredible, I love it.

Unfortunately when the computer died I lost ALL of my favorite places... which means all of the work I'd been doing for the next silent auction died too, so I've been desperately trying to refind links and favorite things but can't find many of them.. but it's okay, I've found new ones instead, so i think we'll be okay.

New school year. My son ADORES his new teacher and so do I. She is so enthusiastic, and all around just fantastic.

Hoping to spend time with the man tonight, but it's Thursday, which to the boys means taco and beer night every week, and I don't know if he'll be coming over. The whole schedule this week is off, because I have a dear friends Bachelorette Party and Bridal Shower (not in that order), this weekend. So very, very busy.

Also very, very broke. ugh. :(

I've been so busy I feel like I've just fallen off the map. With the exception of watching the Goddaughter and hanging out with her parents, and then with my kid and my Dad, i've been a bit isolated, save some awesome phone conversations with the Man and many of my awesome friends. Still, I need to get out of the house more.

Speaking of the house, little by little it's getting cleaner. The kitchen is unrecognizeable, and so is a large portion of the living and dining rooms.

Wish I could say that for upstairs as well, but no, that's still a crazy mess. It's been fun getting rid of things though I feel a huge weight off my shoulder every time I take a car full of something to donate. It's good.

All righty, it's BBAW, so I need to go and do some book blog reading, commenting here and there, and enter some contests. I love BBAW. I can't believe it's half over and I just realized it was this time last night. Yikes! Way behind this year! I just seem to be a little out of step.

doobee doobee doo

My boyfriend had a pretty great 30th birthday. We ended up talking all night, per usual. :) I shouldn't have had the long island. Won once at bar bingo though, nearly paid for my tab. lol. Got up far too early today and got a ride back home, and hung out with my kiddo a bit before heading out for more garage sale-ing which was lovely, and I get to see Wicked tomorrow! I'm so blessed to have so many great people in my life. I'm just ridiculously happy. I wish my whole life had been like this, but hey, better late then never. ;) I'm hardly ever sad anymore, and it's so great. I'm losing weight too. Rapidly. I went from a size 18 this time last year, down to a size 11 when I bought these jeans last week, and they're all ready loose on me. I don't know how it's happening, besides just walking and being happy for a change, and not drinking soda generally. I'm not going to complain! I just don't really understand how I've lost so much so fast. Maybe from when they took the gall bladder out? I don't know. My pseudo-sister, her hubby and their daughter my God-Daughter are heading to the Carolinas for a couple of weeks so I get to house sit, and feed the pets. I'm excited. I love house sitting. lol. Anyway, she's leaving soon so I need to give her a call. I'm super Mom btw. I bought my kiddo three bags of various Star Wars action figures and he is downstairs staging a major battle, and happy as can be. And thank goodness for Central Air. I don't know how people cope without it. I really don't. Rambling again. Ending here. :)