ARRRRRRRRRGH

In SO MUCH PAIN. I hate my back i hate my back ihatemybackihatemyback. Contemplating home surgery to amputate it, swear to god. done with this so done with this. whywhywhywhywhy!?!?! I can't live like this anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whoooops.

I totally bombed an audition tonight. I had never practiced the song with just the chords and that's how the pianist ( who was totally sweet!!!) played it, and I kinda sucked. lol. Guess I won't be getting a birthday call back! Bummer! More time with my family though, and to get the house in order for when Peter moves in if I wait until this summer to do a show, I just feel like I'm drowning because I haven't been on stage since last summer, and I just really miss being in a show. Ran into a friend from high school tonight, she performs as Princess Leia at different cons and what not, and she's super sweet. She ended up giving me her Princess Leia Trading Card. I gave it to Drew when I got home, and he thought it was the coolest thing ever. ;) People are so cool.