Saturday, February 23, 2013


What an awful day.  It's that time, of course, on top of the constant pain of all of this ovarian cyst crap, which is all ready on top of the chronic pain in my back and right flank area from complications with my pregnancy.

I'm just at my limit with pain.  I'm freaking out about money, and feeling awful, and so stressed, and I know I am a very blessed person and I am truly grateful, but I miss my Mommy, I'm terrified of losing my Dad, I feel bad for my Husband because he's married to such a Hot Mess. but I love him so much, and he loves me.  Drew's amazing, and I just want to be the best Mom I can be for him, but the pain makes it hard.  It makes me crabby and depressed, and I wish I could be healthy again, or that at least the Doctors would treat my pain, because I just feel at my limit.


  1. I hope the pain gets better! Being in pain can be very stressful mentally and physically. Sending good wishes your way. :)


  2. Thank you so much. *hugs* I appreciate it! It's better then it was when I wrote this for sure. Still there, but in a better head space for it. :)