THIS SUCKS, And the no good very bad day. lol

I'm in such a bad mood.

Like everything is just irritating me. It's okay, I'll be fine. I get the weekend with my man, but I'm just depressed about a lot of stupid things.

I need my license. Like. Now. It has to happen. I'm going to be driving with my man all day today, I just have too. My whole world will open up once I can drive and I won't have this constant feeling of imprisonment. I feel like Fiona in Shrek, just my castle is a small town.

I miss New York, I miss New York, I miss New York, I miss New York.

I think this is mostly pms. I hope so, because I am just in a crabby, crabby mood.

I miss entering contests. I miss reading blogs. I've just been crazy busy. Can't wait until Christmas is over. I hate that I dread Christmas now. Being poor sucks.

This is Halloween! .. Well, yesterday was. :)

Had a wonderful Halloween!

My kiddo had a party on Saturday, then my fiance and I went to two parties Saturday night (Even if we sacked out early at the second one. ;) I guess we're getting old. haha)

Then Sunday we picked up my son and brought him over to his Grandma's house! It's great to be able to say that. :) My fiance's Mom has been so incredible and so welcoming, and considers my son her grandson which is wonderful because my son has a deep lack of Grandmas. My Mom died a few months after he was born, his bio Dad's Mom is a nasty horrible woman that even his bio dad has forbidden to be in his life, and my Grandma is turning 90 soon so this is just wonderful to have been so welcomed, and so loved and to have my son be too. I'm so blessed. I have the most wonderful family, and consider my soon to be in-laws family all ready. They're wonderful.

To anyone going through a hard time, keep chugging. Eventually everything falls into place and life is wonderful. I never, ever thought I would say that, but truly.. I am in tears at just how happy I am. Overflowing with love for so many.

Anyway, after we went to Grandma's house! (great to be able say that!) we went over to her church and they threw this amazing party for all of the kids, and then from there we went trick or treating, my kiddo, my fiancee and I, and then my God Daughter and her Dad came for a bit too. It was just awesome.

Hope you all had a wonderful Halloween too.