I feel like such a jerk.
I just got a call from one of my best friends asking if her and one of my other best friends are still bridesmaids.
Omg. How could they even wonder!?! I suck so much. :(
Things are just crazy right now. My dad is no longer driving and has a 70% blockage and I'm freaking out about his surgery and how he's going to get back and forth.
This means I have to get my license. I'm freaking out.
Just had to change the date of the wedding to the 14th, because someone else scheduled our date before we did. *bangs head against wall*
Dealing with some stuff for Drew for school too, and trying desperately to find a job.
Just trying not to drag anyone else down with me. I do this turtle thing and pop back into my shell when I get freaked out about stuff.. and I'm freaked out.
Thank God for Peter. He keeps me mentally stable, I swear.