Aaaargh.

What an awful day.  It's that time, of course, on top of the constant pain of all of this ovarian cyst crap, which is all ready on top of the chronic pain in my back and right flank area from complications with my pregnancy.

I'm just at my limit with pain.  I'm freaking out about money, and feeling awful, and so stressed, and I know I am a very blessed person and I am truly grateful, but I miss my Mommy, I'm terrified of losing my Dad, I feel bad for my Husband because he's married to such a Hot Mess. but I love him so much, and he loves me.  Drew's amazing, and I just want to be the best Mom I can be for him, but the pain makes it hard.  It makes me crabby and depressed, and I wish I could be healthy again, or that at least the Doctors would treat my pain, because I just feel at my limit.

Chilling.

Watching Ricki Lake with my Sis-In-Law and my Dad.  It's a lazy, but entertaining day.  lol.  I'm entering contests galore.  One of my new years resolutions was to get back into contesting in a big way.  Here's hoping it happens!  I am so excited, so far I have won two books!  Can't wait to see what else comes in.